Ohh, I see now. Well, I really hope you find someone that is right for you.

AnnaAlice

:):) Awesome.

And I don't know who Shane is, but good for you! :D

AnnaAlice

thats really good!!!
its sad 2.

Adopting isn't as easy as it seems any ways. You can't just find a family and ask them to adopt you and the state be like "Ok." Doesn't happen. I am sure your parents wouldn't give up their legal rights ever...so that means no foster care either. What is so bad about them? Sounds to me like you are just going to have to suck it up. What are you, 15? Only a few more years.

I know what you can do...get a job. It will get you out of the house and you can save money to move when you are 18. 

ok first of all - who is shane??

im guessing knowing that is key to helping you out =P

wb

xx

Just so you realize that this is the most complex cry for help...It is only simple to those who have been through what you are feeling. Don't give up give people time to learn how to understand and learn how to help.

thats deep,I like it.

{my life story}

When he says "jump" you say how "high?', huh?

Jovonnah

Don't keep him around. Let him go. He'll only lie to you again and hurt you even more.

Jovonnah

I know for so many saying goodbye is the scariest and hardest thing to do.  This guy has moved on, has began dating once more and has proven himself a liar and a fraud.  Yes it is time to tell him goodbye, to move on and take a different road.  It will not be easy, and it will be scary as hell, but it is something you have to do.  There will be dark times ahead, but in the end it will all work itself out.

NO ONE, is worth ending your life over. It may feel like it now, that that is the best choice you have. HOWEVER, it is not.  To live is the best choice, to let go and move on. Find yourself again, and be true to you. Some see being true to you as some selfish act, but for me and so many others it is what we have to do. Until you can be truely happy with who you are and what you've made of yourself, you will not find happiness with another.  You will always be settling for second best.

My advice, tell him goodbye, and choose to live for you no one else. For you.

If it means for you to change. Don't. There is no use changing who you are for some lousy guy that's probably going to cheap or dump you anyway. Way to risky.

Jovonnah Rabbit

BLOOD! CUT! self made terrorism!! what a nice poem.

great one

don't feel sad - you ahd the courage to ask him out and at the end of the dya it's his loss that he said no. You'll find someine better - I know it seems inpossible but we've all been there.

xx

The Drummers Deadly Beat is my favorite i liked them all but that one was amazing. You can't help but to hear a beat in your head as you read it and it slows and speads up with the words of the poem i loved it a lot can't wait to read more. take care.

i have some of the same feelings going on,
i hope everything works out for you C.

Hey,

Let me get straight to the point. I read your previous entry. You have to stop hurting yourself. I know how it feels, iv been through the same. If he has lied to you now, whats the guarantee he wont do it again, if he does make up to you???

From what u wrote, ur totally in love with him. I understand. Its hard to forget someone, those moments uv lived with this person who u love so much. But u must try.

Does he still care for you? Did he call u  to find out how ur feeling? If not, then hes  not worth all the pain your going through. Itll take time. You'll be out of it. It sounds like 'easy said than done' but iv done it. So can you. 

Try. 

I know how bad it feels when you think your boyfriend likes someone else.

Maybe he avoiding you a avoid another fight? ... I dunno

[Camzie]

You deserve better then that. Maybe he's just afride of a serious reltionship or love.

Good luck and good night,

Dizzy